INTRO
D Bm G A
VERSE D Bm
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
G A
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
D Bm
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
A G A
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
D Bm
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
G A
Took your soul out into the night.
D Bm
It may be over but it won't stop there,
A G A
I am here for you if you'd only care.
D
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
Bm
You changed my life and all my goals.
G
And love is blind and that I knew when,
G A
My heart was blinded by you.
D
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Bm
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
A
I know you well, I know your smell.
G A
I've been addicted to you.
CHORUS
D
Goodbye my lover.
Bm
Goodbye my friend.
G
You have been the one.
G A
You have been the one for me.
4 weeks. 4 days. 14 times a day (to prevent neighbours throwing rotten eggs and George throwing cold comments..). More than 40 times of try. I know I can do it. Just for you... =]
When you mix the entire band of six with a bottle of Chivas, you get 6 drunkards and very awesome music. Jumpings, rolling, scrambling, flying, you name it. It was crazy awesome tonight.
More to come, more to come. 10th May is the day.
Lets rock and roll!
But before that, I need a serious haircut and some colour to match the songs. Lols. 20% more of the bottle to go, I am expecting a serious hung over in the morning.
Why is it so easy for you to say 'You Give Up!' when you haven't even asked me!
I am tired of this shit.
You're not the only one who puts in effort in the things we do.
You don't know.
Or you just assume.
Which breaks my heart, really.
Really, breaks my heart.
You never say this song is easy, that song is not hard until you get the live experience, sing it along with the real, live music.
Seriously, it's far toooooo difficult as compared to singing it with your iPod.
And yes, tonight, tonight, tonight, I suck big time.
I actually got 'Aces High by Iron Maiden' and 'No Remorse by Metallica' mixed up!
I was singing No Remorse, and when it came to the 'Break' of the song, I actually sang it in the tune of the chorus of Aces High.
Gawd, can you believe it?!
Phil, the drummer, was like...'Errr, it's not Aces High. But you're definitely singing that!'
Double, the guitarist, was like..'Haha.'
Ken, the other guitarist..just gave me the 'blank' look like he always does.
WZ, the bassist, errrr....said..'Okay at least you got the 'ATTACK!' part right, after that its Aces High already.'
ME? This ---> -___________________________-
Seriously, seriously. tonight was reallllly bad.
Fuck man. Fuck it man.
Today, was hard. Tonight, was tough.
Friday's not as good as I thought. I thought it's gonna be a reunion day, but who knows I just want to run away.
It has been a few solitary weeks for me. I go to work as usual, after work I watch a movie by myself, and once in a while I meet up with friends for drinks and laughters.
I thought today is going to mark an end to it, but I think I want to make this wrong.
Maybe I function better alone. I reckon I am that typical capricon woman. I am too extreme I can't take it sometimes.
But I can't hate myself, can I?
I am just a stoic, after all.
Yes, leave me alone.
Do you remember the 2 year old promise and our first kiss?
At the place I can't remember the name.
And we promised each other.
We have each other and not lose our freedom.
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
You hold my hand and you squeeze it hard.
I try to shake it off you.
Not trying to escape I promise.
I just need to breathe.
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Trust, understanding, faith and hope.
They are just like the smoke of a cigarette.
We made each other temporary.
We know thats not all what we want.
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
You said you love me.
But love is not just a four letter word.
We both know we have it inside us.
But why can't you love me like I love you?
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
I am gone before you're awake.
You're always there you said.
But it's not the kind of presence I want.
You never ask me why.
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
When I see you, I see sun.
When I see you, I smile.
When I see you see me.
I know we can make this work.
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
What do we want really?
We never ask we never tell.
Where are we heading baby?
I never ask cause I know you never tell.
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
You made me, me.
It's never easy.
But you make it not too hard.
To still smile on a rainy day.
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If only you will lie with me.
Make sure these things never change.
Pretending we're okay.
More than just pretending.
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I had to find you, to tell you I love you.
Take me home to you now.
We are lucky to get a booking really. All thanks to Double. The boss wanted us to do it this Sunday but we think we better go well prepared so another two sessions of jamming is necessary.
So far, I know I gotta do these few songs:
1/ Iron maiden - dance of death
2/ Iron maiden - hallowed be thy name
3/ Iron maiden - run to the hills
4/ Iron maiden - two minutes to midnight
5/ Scorpions - wind of change
6/ Led Zeppelin - stairways to heaven
7/ Blondie - maria
8/ Gun n' Roses - you could be mine
edited list:
9/ Metallica - four horsemen
10/ Iron maiden - fear of the dark
11/ Metallica - no remorse
Steven will be doing 2-3 songs to make it up to 1 hour. I hope this is going to be some sort of starting point for us.
Maybe it's time to have a new name for the band, since we change the vocalist and lead guitarist.
But it's still gonna be full of awesomeness.
The following two weeks are going to be packed.
So much to look forward to.
:)
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