Tonight, I had 10 songs to sing. I thank god it's only a jamming session (not the actual gig!).
You never say this song is easy, that song is not hard until you get the live experience, sing it along with the real, live music.
Seriously, it's far toooooo difficult as compared to singing it with your iPod.
And yes, tonight, tonight, tonight, I suck big time.
I actually got 'Aces High by Iron Maiden' and 'No Remorse by Metallica' mixed up!
I was singing No Remorse, and when it came to the 'Break' of the song, I actually sang it in the tune of the chorus of Aces High.
Gawd, can you believe it?!
Phil, the drummer, was like...'Errr, it's not Aces High. But you're definitely singing that!'
Double, the guitarist, was like..'Haha.'
Ken, the other guitarist..just gave me the 'blank' look like he always does.
WZ, the bassist, errrr....said..'Okay at least you got the 'ATTACK!' part right, after that its Aces High already.'
ME? This ---> -___________________________-
Seriously, seriously. tonight was reallllly bad.
Fuck man. Fuck it man.
Today, was hard. Tonight, was tough.
Friday's not as good as I thought. I thought it's gonna be a reunion day, but who knows I just want to run away.
It has been a few solitary weeks for me. I go to work as usual, after work I watch a movie by myself, and once in a while I meet up with friends for drinks and laughters.
I thought today is going to mark an end to it, but I think I want to make this wrong.
Maybe I function better alone. I reckon I am that typical capricon woman. I am too extreme I can't take it sometimes.
But I can't hate myself, can I?
I am just a stoic, after all.
Yes, leave me alone.
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