Green Light. Go.

It's a bad idea really to take a nap from 7-9pm, because this is exactly what you'll get - staying awake at 2 am in the morning, and stalking on
exboyfriends on facebook. Urgh, it's a bad idea. Very bad. It makes me miss Melbourne so much now. :(

You know what do I miss the most of everything in Melbourne? The red couch in his apartment where we sit ourselves comfortably in front of tv, with his homecooked foods and the desserts after. I actually cut fruits and make yogurt with fruits with lotsa ice cream for desserts when I am in Melbourne ok?! When I am back here, shit, instant noodles is my main course, and cigarette is dessert. 
 
HORRIGIBLE! =/

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--Neil Patrick Harris as Barney Stinson.
 
 
 
4 more episodes to the end of the last season. I am so gonna miss Barney. =/

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I am glad I didn't go home and rot. The Book Cafe is definitely the place if you're looking to get serious work done.

Love TBC on Sundays. :)

Sent from my iPhone

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I am sorry for being ignorant, but do you cough/sneeze a lot if you get swine flu?

It is the hottest topic for now - every TV channels are reporting about this swiiinnnne flu, like seriously, everyday.
 
The custom is ridiculous too. They planted some obstructions coupled with some temperature machines to scare the shit out of us. I almost tripped when walking past that stupid door that looks like those in the butcher house. Aiks, you know what I am talking about. =/

I totally have no idea how to fix my stomache already. I didn't skip a single meal yesterday. Chicken rice for lunch, chocolate ice cream and earl
grey for tea, hawker foods for dinner. I was perfectly fine! Then it strikes again. I was literally wetting the whole bed with sweats, and rolling left
and right but fortunately, I did not just die off like that. I believe the medicine I am taking has lost its power, the evil ones are immune to it already.
 
Gastric flu - never underestimate it.

So doc said, 'You get to enjoy your regular gastric flu if you still eat your breakfast at 12pm, lunch at 4pm, tea at 8 pm, and dinner at 11 pm.'
 
Never underestimate the eating time too. Seriously.

And, thank you, you saved me, again.

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Time to time, I wonder, does being with me make you a better person?
 
Having 187 mails in the Zoosk inbox, doesn't really help.
It makes me more cynical in fact. I clicked on their profiles, and found no one likes you.
Then I think this is the end, and I am doomed.
 
Does it make you wonder if it is you I am talking about, or someone else?
 
You see, as I told you, we are insane to challenge human's natural capabilities to love two people at the same time. It's exhausting isn't it? It left too much room for guessing, imagining, supposing, judging, wondering, and thinking.
 
Sometimes I can't help to think that all these are fated, and it was meant to be like this. One more step to go and we will both be free. But that step, is too heavy, too costly for you to even think about it.
 
I sat down at the round dining table this afternoon, having my usual afternoon beer, staring at my fate in front of me, and thinking...
'shit, this predicament needs an end.'
 
'its either i perish, or we both perish.'
 
'its either we both perish, or all survive.'
 
'its either all survive, or all survive in hell.'
 
A better man...does being with me make you one already? If yes, I need to know whats the solution.
 
 
 
Okay, maybe not.
I am nuts I know.
'

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When you mix the entire band of six with a bottle of Chivas, you get 6 drunkards and very awesome music. Jumpings, rolling, scrambling, flying, you name it. It was crazy awesome tonight.
 
More to come, more to come. 10th May is the day.
 
Lets rock and roll!
 
 
But before that, I need a serious haircut and some colour to match the songs. Lols. 20% more of the bottle to go, I am expecting a serious hung over in the morning.

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Because, relationship is just a part of our lives, but an important part. Our lives is like a jigsaw puzzle, we are trying our best to collect every single piece that makes our lives complete. Some fit in, and some don't. It's like a censoring process, the truth it is, sadly yes it is. Sometimes, we get a piece of jigsaw that doesn't fit in the whole picture, but we sacrifice the latter, and rebuild a new one just to fit the unfit piece in.

I am not very sure if this is the case right now, but I am quite certain that this is a piece that I always wanted. I try my best to fit it in but to no avail. I change my paths, and leave some of my dreams as dreams, just to make sure I carry this unfit piece with me everywhere I go. I just want to make things good,better than it could be.

But along the way, it cuts my hands, it breaks my heart, it makes me wonder if this is really the piece that can fit into my life puzzle. I wonder, but I am still sure. I never doubt anything, anyone. It's myself and the path I am on, that I am doubting.

It takes some time for me to clear my mind and be more certain of the roads in my life.

***

Hurtful words, sarcasm, and broken things..lets deal with them later.

Enjoy the well-deserved break, be good and cool at work, remember your meals and your medicine pouch, go easy on the ciggies and beer, try to sleep before the dawn breaks, have a blast at the premier celebration this weekend, and just remember, I never forget about our dreams. OUR dreams. We will reach there, one day. 
 
Just focus, nothing else matters anymore. For now.

I love and loved you. More than you know it. 

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Are they out yet?
 
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
Angels & Demons
 
Send me a heads-uppppp please! :) These two, are like, super MUST-WATCH!

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'Hey I need to make a trip to X place to fight the other competitor because
we are one of the final twooossss! Very critical moment.'
 
'Okay, go this weekend.'
 
'Hur? This weekend's supposed to be my holidays man.'
 
'Okay, go tomorrow!'

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Had a product shoot today and Red just happens to be in the office...sleeping. =/
So cuteeee right? Everytime I get a good photo, the passion for photography burns again.
Then, after a few procrastinating moments, it dies off again.

I really need a good hit on the head. BOO

Olympus E500 - 35mm. F-stop f/9. Exposure 1/60 sec.

I kinda like this camera a lot now. Light, and delivers results. What else can I ask for?

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